2007-05-01 17:17
The other night I was up till 4 AM or so paying bills. Doesn't
sound like much of a story does it? This session was a bit different.
Lots of feelings were swimming in my head.One facet is my hubby's relationship with his job. Lately he's hating
the employer. He comes home from work bitching and moaning every day.
I have heard horrific things he's said to his boss on the phone- and
I cringe! I am scared Bob will lose his job. There would be bridges
destroyed in the process, it takes a long time for him to find new
work. We don't have much "cushion" to handle that.
When I feel disenchanted with my work I change it. There may be a
couple weeks of tolerance required after giving notice, but not
burning bridges is preferable. These days I work from home and am my
own boss. I am an accomplishment junkie- a self starter. Nobody needs
to supervise me for things to happen (she says as she polishes the
halo!) on time. In perfect divine order one of my clients paid for
her website Tuesday. Yay!
Last night I was able to pay medical bills we haven't had the cash to
pay. The Federal and State Income Tax Return checks arrived this
week! When I was hospitalized in ICU for a solid week November '05,
diagnosed with a rare condition called CNS Vasculitis, my care cost
just under a million bucks- about 10 thousand dollars out of our
pockets. I paid off those bills last night. Last December I was in
the ER again- they almost kept me- but didn't. I paid most of those
bills too. What relief. There are a few we owe- but I see light at
the end of the tunnel. Yippee!
For this month, I am grateful the ends are meeting